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Friday, 15 April 2016 | 23:43 | 0Comment

people might think why did i put that as title . bhahaha . well actually that was my birthday date . and yeah , birthday date for this year might be the worst but not that much i guess because , i'm not hoping but , i hope you understand , lol . hahhaha . well it use to be like this 

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like seriously i don't want some prank or smthg from my friend but at least some wishes . but that's not what i got mann . hmm . yeah sad but there's someone be the first wisher and i'm so glad that . obviously i'm sad because that that day [wednesday] i got some fever and i vomit early in the morning . then , i got some unactive at my own day . glad that not that serious . so , there's nothing to say but just to express my feeling at that day with writing this dumb blog . and there's a competition by making a blog for each class and i volenteered and i don't know why . even my own blog is so girlish and i need to make for my class that include boys . what the . but i hope we will win . and also , my friend [nazira] asked me to join the Petrosains Sains Show Competition to be her partner , i'll like to but i hope i'm not the reason of us to lose . lol . but i would like to make her happy and i need to sharpen my communication skill cause i'm not that-kind-of-smart-student as her but yeah , as a loser , i need sometimes to glow [what the the ? hahahha] i guess that's enough about telling all the feeling right now , and right now i'm so lazy cause it's saturday , i don't finish my homework yet , and other things . waduh waduh , hahahha , bye !

#prayforustowinallofit

#amin


Silent Killer : Revealing the truth [emoji knife]}
Saturday, 17 October 2015 | 04:52 | 0Comment

well , it's been a long time i've didn't write this . berhabuk sudah :'( , but , i just wanna share something that make my heart flutter [hamboihh] , we're having a competition between batch : short film competition . and of course we do make a film about a psycho . which is very very very psycho . [read the title] and , of course we take some pictures . huehh . we take 3 weeks [i guess] to make this film . that is very hard . and we also went to our friend's house [thanks Ulya!] that volunteer herself to bring us to her house . and her house were very big and very suitable for the scene [thumbs up] and , of course [again] i just wanna show some pics that we've take . #ahaks #joyahgedik







#gamba laen sat gi ehh

eid }
Sunday, 20 September 2015 | 08:37 | 0Comment

okey , i know this is lame but , i just want to share my eidulfirti celebration . which i feels like this year is the best

our theme for this year is tiffany blue .

and yet , my mom use to sew all of our raya punye baju [not included ayah and along's punye baju] and i like the lace , and i feels like i'm the princess [okey , okey , enough] 

and this year , my english teacher told us [my classmate too] to make a video about our raya celebration . and of course , i do make it . i use to bring my phone everywhere to record all the beautiful scenery that i use to see it once a year [that's bad actually] and yeah , my english teacher statisfied with my project [well acc , my sister use to edit it , and .. does that call cheating ?] and i hear one of my friend said that she couldn't made it because she got some problems with the raya celebration , and she got no time to make a video , raya's pic or something . she use to cry , but all i think is , not everything need to be perfect or good . some good memories does have a bitter memories inside of it and some bitter memories does have a sweet memories inside of it [do you get the conclusion ?] 

and one more fact : she didn't send the project yet and she's hiding #lol 

and i wanna share my raya video but , i didn't save it in my mom's laptop so , maybe next time #hikhok 


happy eidul mubarak [maybe for next year]



leha :'(}
| 08:19 | 0Comment

yeah , people might say 

"it's normal if you have a cat and you lost it"

i know , i know . but you know how much it feels like ? awwch , it's so hurt . it's feel sad

lately , my father just founded a kitten , on the way he back home after subuh prayer at the mosque , and he made up his mind to pick it up . and at my house , we use to have a orange cat [which named Oyen] use to be jealous with it . we don't know what name that we should gave to it . until [i can't remember who gave it] we all agreed to put her name is

LILY

and my mom use to cal lily as leha . and i don't know why.

...

after i got back from maahad , and i'm suprised that leha is gone . yeah , we all thought that she will be back but no . she's gone forever . i miss how it cried when we put her in a cage and she wouldn't poop or pee inside of it but she will cry and we take her out and she "release it" on the sand or something .

the conclusion is : if you have a kitten or cat or pet or something , make sure that you take care of it . no matter what . because we don't know what Allah plan for us . and if you don't , you might regret everything . and cry .


i'm so gonna miss you leha :'( rest in peace my dear



...}
Monday, 14 September 2015 | 07:22 | 0Comment

nowdays , i do feel something wrong . 

is there something wrong with me ?

THIS IS SO QIRAAT !

i don't like the way i thing about other people , i do easy judge people everywhere, everytime and anytime you want . and now , i don't know why i do feel like this .

okey aku dh penat sekiping [speaking actually] aku rase nak tumbuk someone yg menolong jn(s) yg aku x penah and x nak faham . could you imaging the way yg sebenarnye my side is better than that side [which korg x kan phm ape yg berlaku] and i don't like it . please . stop making me cursing everywhere even that i know it was a sin , but please . aku penat ngn sume bende yg jadi kat aku . dengan kene tasmik 2 muke sehari nye [keyy sabittt] and i just don't like it . 


haduhh . penat *rehat sat

lastly , stu je aku nak ckp , tlg tgk 2-2 belah side , jgn nak tgk satu side je . aku bukn nak ckp yg side aku betul je sume , aku tau sume org penah buat salah , not even one person yg x buat dosa . even dlm quran ade and i know except the prophet okeyh , so jgn nak ckp aku ni over etc . so , aku x kesah kau nak pilih side mne senarnye tapi aku nak kau fikir waras sikit . kalau tegor face2face nangis #sajejeover hahaha . 


my last word is , i don't want to hurt your feeling but i just want you to think better .

" Ya Allah , please show me the right way , if my way is wrong , correct me . if my way already right , make it perfect . "

i miss it}
Sunday, 13 September 2015 | 05:14 | 0Comment

yeah . i miss it . the things is , i just wanna ask . do you have any feelings or experience about your friend or yourself going to another school ?

well , i do.

yes , before this , when primary school , i use to have a best friend which she is very cute and have the same thing like i do . we share everything , like literally everything .

but one day..

she need to move to another school cause of his dad got a job to another place and she need to follow it . yeah , out of the blue she told me that . and i do cry . i lost a super best friend. 

and i move on..

i tried to find a new one , and of course i found it . i thought that she was a good girl . but i'm so wrong . she's smoking . yeah . i can't be with someone smoking . it's really bad . like really bad.

and i move on . again .. searching for someone to listen to my bad day , my crush , bad memories and share things ..

and alhamdulillah . i do found again

and , thank god i found 2 of them

one of them use to be my kindergarten friend , and one of them use to be the same class with me in 6 year . how can i didn't be close with them ? hayyaaa! they use to be good students , study everywhere . and i do follow them . and yet , we got the flying colors in the big exam . since that time , i got the feelings that friend are the one who guide us . if they're bad , we can be bad too . but if they're good , positively we can be good too .

and my life goes on without them since we separate to another school . one of them are at another secondary school and one of them got to to go hostel . and that time , i didn't got any hostel's agreement , so i just went to the secondary school near my house . and it was fun until one day , i got the hostel agreement , at MRSM FELDA TROLAK which at that time i don't wanna go to hostel for some reasons. and i need to go for my parents . haish . and i do stay there for 1 year . i want a memoriable year . 

and..

my mom told me that i need to move to another school which is MAAHAD  TAHFIZ NEGERI PAHANG . dude , seriously ? i don't wanna , but my parents really want me to be a hafizah . yeah , it's really hard to forget everything that happens at my old school . at first , yeah of course bad side . but now , it's already half of the year and i love the quranic enviroment . but still , i miss all of my best friends that i use to love , cry , fight , laugh together . and i got alot of experience in all the schools . and Alhamdulillah , Allah give a chance to memories the holy Quran and i'm very gratefull that Allah arrange all of this for me .

 and here some photos .

yeah , i guess that's all from me , and .. i need to be back at maahad . hehe . bye !

1


like seriously i don't want some prank or smthg from my friend but at least some wishes . but that's not what i got mann . hmm . yeah sad but there's someone be the first wisher and i'm so glad that . obviously i'm sad because that that day [wednesday] i got some fever and i vomit early in the morning . then , i got some unactive at my own day . glad that not that serious . so , there's nothing to say but just to express my feeling at that day with writing this dumb blog . and there's a competition by making a blog for each class and i volenteered and i don't know why . even my own blog is so girlish and i need to make for my class that include boys . what the . but i hope we will win . and also , my friend [nazira] asked me to join the Petrosains Sains Show Competition to be her partner , i'll like to but i hope i'm not the reason of us to lose . lol . but i would like to make her happy and i need to sharpen my communication skill cause i'm not that-kind-of-smart-student as her but yeah , as a loser , i need sometimes to glow [what the the ? hahahha] i guess that's enough about telling all the feeling right now , and right now i'm so lazy cause it's saturday , i don't finish my homework yet , and other things . waduh waduh , hahahha , bye !

#prayforustowinallofit

#amin


Silent Killer : Revealing the truth [emoji knife]}
Saturday, 17 October 2015 | 04:52 | 0 comment
well , it's been a long time i've didn't write this . berhabuk sudah :'( , but , i just wanna share something that make my heart flutter [hamboihh] , we're having a competition between batch : short film competition . and of course we do make a film about a psycho . which is very very very psycho . [read the title] and , of course we take some pictures . huehh . we take 3 weeks [i guess] to make this film . that is very hard . and we also went to our friend's house [thanks Ulya!] that volunteer herself to bring us to her house . and her house were very big and very suitable for the scene [thumbs up] and , of course [again] i just wanna show some pics that we've take . #ahaks #joyahgedik







#gamba laen sat gi ehh

eid }
Sunday, 20 September 2015 | 08:37 | 0 comment
okey , i know this is lame but , i just want to share my eidulfirti celebration . which i feels like this year is the best

our theme for this year is tiffany blue .

and yet , my mom use to sew all of our raya punye baju [not included ayah and along's punye baju] and i like the lace , and i feels like i'm the princess [okey , okey , enough] 

and this year , my english teacher told us [my classmate too] to make a video about our raya celebration . and of course , i do make it . i use to bring my phone everywhere to record all the beautiful scenery that i use to see it once a year [that's bad actually] and yeah , my english teacher statisfied with my project [well acc , my sister use to edit it , and .. does that call cheating ?] and i hear one of my friend said that she couldn't made it because she got some problems with the raya celebration , and she got no time to make a video , raya's pic or something . she use to cry , but all i think is , not everything need to be perfect or good . some good memories does have a bitter memories inside of it and some bitter memories does have a sweet memories inside of it [do you get the conclusion ?] 

and one more fact : she didn't send the project yet and she's hiding #lol 

and i wanna share my raya video but , i didn't save it in my mom's laptop so , maybe next time #hikhok 


happy eidul mubarak [maybe for next year]



leha :'(}
| 08:19 | 0 comment
yeah , people might say 

"it's normal if you have a cat and you lost it"

i know , i know . but you know how much it feels like ? awwch , it's so hurt . it's feel sad

lately , my father just founded a kitten , on the way he back home after subuh prayer at the mosque , and he made up his mind to pick it up . and at my house , we use to have a orange cat [which named Oyen] use to be jealous with it . we don't know what name that we should gave to it . until [i can't remember who gave it] we all agreed to put her name is

LILY

and my mom use to cal lily as leha . and i don't know why.

...

after i got back from maahad , and i'm suprised that leha is gone . yeah , we all thought that she will be back but no . she's gone forever . i miss how it cried when we put her in a cage and she wouldn't poop or pee inside of it but she will cry and we take her out and she "release it" on the sand or something .

the conclusion is : if you have a kitten or cat or pet or something , make sure that you take care of it . no matter what . because we don't know what Allah plan for us . and if you don't , you might regret everything . and cry .


i'm so gonna miss you leha :'( rest in peace my dear



...}
Monday, 14 September 2015 | 07:22 | 0 comment
nowdays , i do feel something wrong . 

is there something wrong with me ?

THIS IS SO QIRAAT !

i don't like the way i thing about other people , i do easy judge people everywhere, everytime and anytime you want . and now , i don't know why i do feel like this .

okey aku dh penat sekiping [speaking actually] aku rase nak tumbuk someone yg menolong jn(s) yg aku x penah and x nak faham . could you imaging the way yg sebenarnye my side is better than that side [which korg x kan phm ape yg berlaku] and i don't like it . please . stop making me cursing everywhere even that i know it was a sin , but please . aku penat ngn sume bende yg jadi kat aku . dengan kene tasmik 2 muke sehari nye [keyy sabittt] and i just don't like it . 


haduhh . penat *rehat sat

lastly , stu je aku nak ckp , tlg tgk 2-2 belah side , jgn nak tgk satu side je . aku bukn nak ckp yg side aku betul je sume , aku tau sume org penah buat salah , not even one person yg x buat dosa . even dlm quran ade and i know except the prophet okeyh , so jgn nak ckp aku ni over etc . so , aku x kesah kau nak pilih side mne senarnye tapi aku nak kau fikir waras sikit . kalau tegor face2face nangis #sajejeover hahaha . 


my last word is , i don't want to hurt your feeling but i just want you to think better .

" Ya Allah , please show me the right way , if my way is wrong , correct me . if my way already right , make it perfect . "

i miss it}
Sunday, 13 September 2015 | 05:14 | 0 comment
yeah . i miss it . the things is , i just wanna ask . do you have any feelings or experience about your friend or yourself going to another school ?

well , i do.

yes , before this , when primary school , i use to have a best friend which she is very cute and have the same thing like i do . we share everything , like literally everything .

but one day..

she need to move to another school cause of his dad got a job to another place and she need to follow it . yeah , out of the blue she told me that . and i do cry . i lost a super best friend. 

and i move on..

i tried to find a new one , and of course i found it . i thought that she was a good girl . but i'm so wrong . she's smoking . yeah . i can't be with someone smoking . it's really bad . like really bad.

and i move on . again .. searching for someone to listen to my bad day , my crush , bad memories and share things ..

and alhamdulillah . i do found again

and , thank god i found 2 of them

one of them use to be my kindergarten friend , and one of them use to be the same class with me in 6 year . how can i didn't be close with them ? hayyaaa! they use to be good students , study everywhere . and i do follow them . and yet , we got the flying colors in the big exam . since that time , i got the feelings that friend are the one who guide us . if they're bad , we can be bad too . but if they're good , positively we can be good too .

and my life goes on without them since we separate to another school . one of them are at another secondary school and one of them got to to go hostel . and that time , i didn't got any hostel's agreement , so i just went to the secondary school near my house . and it was fun until one day , i got the hostel agreement , at MRSM FELDA TROLAK which at that time i don't wanna go to hostel for some reasons. and i need to go for my parents . haish . and i do stay there for 1 year . i want a memoriable year . 

and..

my mom told me that i need to move to another school which is MAAHAD  TAHFIZ NEGERI PAHANG . dude , seriously ? i don't wanna , but my parents really want me to be a hafizah . yeah , it's really hard to forget everything that happens at my old school . at first , yeah of course bad side . but now , it's already half of the year and i love the quranic enviroment . but still , i miss all of my best friends that i use to love , cry , fight , laugh together . and i got alot of experience in all the schools . and Alhamdulillah , Allah give a chance to memories the holy Quran and i'm very gratefull that Allah arrange all of this for me .

 and here some photos .

yeah , i guess that's all from me , and .. i need to be back at maahad . hehe . bye !











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