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Sunday, 13 September 2015 | 05:14 | 0Comment

yeah . i miss it . the things is , i just wanna ask . do you have any feelings or experience about your friend or yourself going to another school ?

well , i do.

yes , before this , when primary school , i use to have a best friend which she is very cute and have the same thing like i do . we share everything , like literally everything .

but one day..

she need to move to another school cause of his dad got a job to another place and she need to follow it . yeah , out of the blue she told me that . and i do cry . i lost a super best friend. 

and i move on..

i tried to find a new one , and of course i found it . i thought that she was a good girl . but i'm so wrong . she's smoking . yeah . i can't be with someone smoking . it's really bad . like really bad.

and i move on . again .. searching for someone to listen to my bad day , my crush , bad memories and share things ..

and alhamdulillah . i do found again

and , thank god i found 2 of them

one of them use to be my kindergarten friend , and one of them use to be the same class with me in 6 year . how can i didn't be close with them ? hayyaaa! they use to be good students , study everywhere . and i do follow them . and yet , we got the flying colors in the big exam . since that time , i got the feelings that friend are the one who guide us . if they're bad , we can be bad too . but if they're good , positively we can be good too .

and my life goes on without them since we separate to another school . one of them are at another secondary school and one of them got to to go hostel . and that time , i didn't got any hostel's agreement , so i just went to the secondary school near my house . and it was fun until one day , i got the hostel agreement , at MRSM FELDA TROLAK which at that time i don't wanna go to hostel for some reasons. and i need to go for my parents . haish . and i do stay there for 1 year . i want a memoriable year . 

and..

my mom told me that i need to move to another school which is MAAHAD  TAHFIZ NEGERI PAHANG . dude , seriously ? i don't wanna , but my parents really want me to be a hafizah . yeah , it's really hard to forget everything that happens at my old school . at first , yeah of course bad side . but now , it's already half of the year and i love the quranic enviroment . but still , i miss all of my best friends that i use to love , cry , fight , laugh together . and i got alot of experience in all the schools . and Alhamdulillah , Allah give a chance to memories the holy Quran and i'm very gratefull that Allah arrange all of this for me .

and here some photos .



yeah , i guess that's all from me , and .. i need to be back at maahad . hehe . bye !